O hisashiburi !

do genki ??

First day of work turned out to be easy. I was expecting it to be hard actually lol . Anyway, my first impression of my fellow colleagues was that they were rather friendly. But they're not that keen to teach me stuffs and explain to me how things work and refused to give me much product knowledge. I don't know but thats how i thought.. But why, i can't help wondering.

Anyway, since they don't really wanna teach me more, i'll just try to keep track of the things they do and memorize it. Save them the saliva and energy of teaching me huh .. :X

I do not have many strong points. But i'm a fast learner... And i tend to be able to absord stuffs pretty fast too.

It's 5am now, but i still wanna play a round of dota before i go to bed. Have to wake up 9am later on. Hopefully i'll not be late. XD

Tomorrow's gonna be a learning day for me again XD hahaha.. Janice's having her off day tomorrow. Who will be replacing her? Who will i meet?? Can't wait for tomorrow XD

Sa.. oyasumi . :D

It's been ages since i've last wrote in here. Wow, been like months and months isn't it. So sorry bloggie. I was really lazy and lazy and lazy to write.. or rather to relate my feelings to you. I guess it's time for me be back on the track again.

Tomorrow's my first day working in the new company and though i hate to admit, but i'm really anxious about it. Been ages since i've last worked in retail line. But i guess i'll be able to cope. Much has happened lately and i am really lazy to even roughly type what i've been through. Quitted my previous job at Azure and i must admit i kind of regret it but still i have to go on isn't it. Besides, though its a pretty relaxing job but still the pay kinda sucks and it's hard for me to support family and myself with that little amount of money.

Retail sales line.. hmm.. i wonder how will this job work out for me. I'll try my best to learn and to adapt myself to the working enviroment. Hopefully by keeping a low profile will probably do me good. Just have to endure for a few more months before i finally achieve my own goals.

I'm feeling soooo sick lately. Just recovered from fever and flu and right now i'm actually having sore eyes. Really wtf. I hate it.. and i've gotta work tomorrow plus it's my first day of work. DAMN.

I need to wake up early and prepare and head to central to find a pair of contact lenses for myself. Threw old ones away because it's probably the reason why i'm having irritated and sore eyes right now. And i really hate spectacles. So uh huh.

I guess thats all for now. I'll write in you again tomorrow .. Hopefully.. no promises tho.

And btw, it's time for me to get a cell ? No idea... will consider tho. Guess living without a cell it's a NO NO afterall.

Ja.. Oyasumi. Mata atode ne.

Whew, It's gonna be my birthday soon and sadly, there's no plans for that particular day. I'm even wondering whether should i request for my off day or just work the day off just like that. It really makes no difference anyway. Infact i felt that it's just another normal day. Nothing special..

And about the goal that i've promised myself to achieve by the end of this year, i can't help but think that it's not gonna happen anymore. At least not by the end of this year. It's gonna have to be postponed and i'm really disgusted with myself. Such low determination i have really.. When i've almost set down my heart to fulfill my goals, stupid stuffs have to happen.

Recently, various mails from the Housing Board Estate really saddens me alot. I really have no idea what the hell is my dad doing. Hasn't he been paying the taxes and such? I thought he did, untill 3 days ago a member from the HDB council actually drop by our house and handed us a red letter. It's really a very scary letter, a letter that could land my whole family to have nowhere to live and may have to sleep on the streets. I couldn't think of anything at that point of time so i decided to pluck up my courage and called my dad and told him how serious this case is. And the reply i got was just like always. "Ok ok la i know la i'm busy now" Damn... I really wonder what are we exactly worth to him. If he just paid that 200 bucks per month punctually none of this could have happen. And now i'm racking my brain to find ways to put together that huge sum of money to pay off the debt so as to keep our flat safe. Arghh !! -pulls hair- SHITTTTTT!!!!! DDDDDDDDD:

Alright, I'm typing this while in the middle of work and well, u could say i was bored and i didn't really wanna play anymore games for today. Just taking a break i suppose.

Anyway, Sighh.. My goals.. they seemed to be drafting further away from me.. How sad that is.

I can't really describe my feelings right now. I'm feeling lethargic, feeling restless, aches all over my body .. arghh .. -faints- and im in the middle of my work right now. Luk taught me various ways to fix those errors with the computers and can u believe it i fixed like over 5 today and its especially tedious when u don't have that long hands and the heat adds up to my paitence causing me to sweat alot and u know i really hate sweating. Especially with my long mane of hair. -frowns-

Nothing much happened for the past few days. It was all dota and well, one of the dota pals went back to china for vacation and well, he'll be back in like about a month i think. Take care QY. Hmm.. there's another one who will be flying back to china too.. But he's leaving for long tho.. Like half a year and well, wish him good luck then. -waves-

Yesterday was my off day and well i didn't go anywhere. Woke up in late afternoon, took a bath and went over to my work place to mingle abit with my boss and he's girlfriend and some customers there. Of course i had my dinner there too and vivian paid for it and i really felt bad.. so i offered to buy luk and her some drinks from cold storage and she said "ok letss go together" .. -faints- i wanted to treat her but ended up paying for my own bottle of drink instead. She doesn't want me to pay T.T.. sob sob

Played a few matches of dota and headed back home.. I thought i will fall asleep immediately after i took my usual bath but instead i found myself sitting infront of the computer watching videos till like 7am.. LOL -wonders what the fuck am i thinking- ..

And its 9pm now.. and there's still quite alot of customers left in the shop. Good tho, at least it wasn't that quiet anymore since june holidays is around the corner. But my arms ache badly after fixing so many computers. @_@ i think i sprained my thumb too D: -cries-

Oh fuck it. Right now i'm just simply waiting for time to pass while watching some random videos from the net and speaking to really weird ppl thru chatango chats from the anime site. Haha its kinda lame but i must say it really helps to kill time.. especially when your like sooooo bored..

ok i'll get back to my video.. oh.. i really .. really need to save hard.. No time no time~~ -whines-

Oops! as usual heres my to do list for next week's off day:

1)Sleep alot

2)Bills (._. i hate it to give my money away but i have no choice. I wonder if i can talk to luk about not CPF instead. hmm)

3)A new pair of earphones! (I'm a rough person soo i kinda torture my earphones and now only one side of them is working DDD:

4)-havent thought of it- {reserved}

5)-Havent thought of it- {reserved}

-screams- Finally i'm doneee woooo (i'm a lil crazy now due to lack of sleep LMAO)

ciaoz ;D

Wahahaha -pats bloggie- Yo! :X 

Its been a while isn't it bloggie.. -nods hard- yep yep !

Man.. i've been really really x1000 lazy to update lately. Maybe it's because of the tight schedules that i've been appointed with 2 weeks before. I didn't get to have my off day as usual for that week because boss had something on but it's ok. I had fun actually playing dota with a few of the regulars in the shop. So i'm kinda in a dota frenzy again lol.. :D

Arghh there's so much stuffs thats been laid out for me to do and i've still havent done a single thing yet. I'm so bloody lazy really .. Tired out .. It won't be surprising if i collapse all of a sudden tomorrow haa haa.! :X

Theres really nothing to update about for the past few days and weeks .. because well, for my last off day i spent the entire day sleeping at home.. haa haa.. i'm so good in sleeping.. Its like one of my best talents alright? :X -winks- i slept for almost 23hrs straight.. and i meant straight.. without getting up to relieve my bladder and get myself some food. am i abnormal? HOHO .. and when i woke up .. i was like @_@ ahhh 4am in the morning?? went to the loo and plomp back to bed HOHO..! :DDD 

I'm one hell of a lazy girl for these few weeks .. I was even lazy to make changes to my various teams even though the new season already started and i didn't even bother to make changes to my teams. ._. .. i'm so hopelesss.. hahaahahaha = =" 

And to be frank, actually i didn't intend to update in you today bloggie as in right now.. Because i was reading one of the mangas half way and then the bloody site loses signal so i have to wait.. and i don't really wanna stop in the middle of the exciting part that i was reading thats why i'm here typing all this blabberings in you just to kill time.. AM I EVIL OR WHAT .. ';..;' 

Anyway, alright.. this week i have two off days and i hope i'll be able to make use of the coming two days efficiently. Thursday's gonna be celebration for Leen's {Darling's} birthday with chibi and the other audi freaks and as for saturday.. i'm not sure.. probably end up sleeping for the entire day again but oh well.. its not that bad actually.. i can save more money like that haa haa -twinkles- . 

Ok so for the list of things that i'm gonna do for this week will be.. 

1. Touch up the color of my hair (its troublesome because my grey hair is growing out though i'm only 22. but whats the big deal here? I'm only having them much earlier then regular people. :DD you'll have them too.. its just that i got them earlier ._.)

2. Facial Spa {my skin condition is like.. arghh right now.. because i stayed up late and well .. of course its for dota and manga reading.. and heavy smoking!! i said i'll quit it ..not for the sake of others now tho.. but still .. omfg my determination is one hella small!! DDD:}

3. Bare minerals products. { i have to go all the way to takashimaya to search for this range of products and well to compare prices too.. @@ lazyyyy}

4. Uggs Uggs Uggs.. {god i love those ugly shoes !!! thats what they're called tho.. lol.. they're actually sheepskin boots that ppl wear them in winter so that they're feet will stay warm but who cares.. im gonna wear them in singapore .. and i can bring them to seoul too when i'm over there at the start of 2010! nice number!:D}

5. Toiletries.. {Shower foam, shampoo and conditioner .. EMERGENCY! Running out soon!!!..}

6. Get More sleep !!!! {im looking more like a panda as days goes by.. DDD: help!!-whelps- 

So i guess thats all.. -whines- thats alot.. and .. lemme complain once more.. 

I"M LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY x1000000000000000000 DDDD:

Night bloggie -returns to reading manga- :P

Woot! -pats bloggie- sry been reallly lazy to update blog really. :X Got tons of stuff to work and think about. And its really stressing me off so much that i ended up with a sore eye now. And its sucky that u have to stay at home during your off day because of your swollen eye. ): Anyway, i guess no girls would ever step out of their house with the size of their eyes uneven right ? LOL

Anyways, last thursday was a fun one. Tho darling leen was late for almost like 2 hours because she over slept in the bus, but we still managed to met up eventually and have desserts at the famous dessert store somewhere in bugis. Hmm.. Chibi ordered manga sago, Darling leen ordered mango sago with pamelo and as for me, it's watermelon & honeydew sago! :D super yummy alright? :D Darling leen packed another mango sago with pamelo for her friend who is working right across the street and i went with her to pass the dessert to her bestie "xiu juan". She's a very nice girl really. :D

Oh i forgot to mention that before we met up with leen, chibi and me was actually walking around the whole bugis junction to kill time. You can actually call it window shopping. The stuffs there are all like so expensive ok. Definately not a place for us with low income to hang around. Just seeing the price tags on the various things can hurt. =\ Then there was this guy who dragged us to do some weird survey on obsesity. And when he approached us, the first thing he asked was "Hey are you girls locals?" .. Chibi and me looked at each other and was like .." ._. we don't look locals meh ? Don't tell me we looked alien?" LMAO. Of course we told him that we're locals and chibi added that i'm actually half breed. Ok .. ._. whatever. The building he led us to was named "Heritage place" and the first impression of the building to me was " Ok..It's uluu." lol ... We did the survey and left in a hurry to grab a bite, again i emphasize to Chibi that no fast food is allowed. I'm really sick of fast food and besides its not healthy. =X -finding excuses- .. We walked across bugis street to bencoolen street and settled for poultry food instead. (Roasted duck & cha siew rice with dumpling soup and vegetables.) Wee.. $15 bucks for two person.. i guess it's value for money. Besides it's nice so i don't mind forking out that sum of money.

Hmm.. and then right after the desserts we send chibi off at the mrt station and went back to hang around at darling leen's bestie working place. "Lai Lai Beef Noodles" hmm.. They ordered a couple of dishes and i ordered a thick toast with honey and cornflakes. Wooo really delicous though it's a little thick =X.. Then we hang around till like 11.20 then i went home XD.

Alright. That's last thursday. Hmm.. and then it's all work work work and rappelz rappelz audi blah blah. Finally i'm at 60 in rappelz ! A Shadow Hunter! Woot I'm so happy LOL. But it's really hard to use and there's like so many skills to press and i just lost my first duel in rappelz yesterday against a bishop that's like 3 levels lower than me? I can't understand.. perhaps i was too nervous or what, i was basically just running around while he's like taking advantage of my silliness and attacking me non stop. Bla .. i lost D: but it's ok i will brush up and kill him the next time Wahahah =X.

HDB is here to bugg me again and i really cant think of anything to help the household anymore. I've given what i ought to give and yet it's still not enough. Right now it's up to my uncle and aunt to help and if they don't want to, i believe my granny, brothers and me will be living in the open streets in another month's time. This really sucks.. I'm trying hard to save up for the trip to seoul at the end of this year and yet all these things have to happen again. Blah.. I really don't wanna post pone my goals anymore. It's enough and besides i don't have the time to wait anymore.

It's my off day today and u must be surprised that i'm actually writing in you at this time. Normally i'll be out right? Haha .. Yep i'm suffering from a swollen red eye now and trust me it's really nasty. D: .. who would go out at night wearing shades huh ? So i rather stay at home really. Listening to songs and surfing random sites, watching videos.. yep that's what i normally do whenever i'm at home. Helping out with household chores since my granny's leg is not getting any better.. everything is $ $ you know.. Without $ is really Y*(@#()*$ .. but sigh.. I admit defeat and i guess i'll just have to live with it.

Alright.. enough of all this shit.. I'm sick of typing unhappy stuffs.. ._. i'm so dead tired really.. Really tired.. But it's always like this isn't it.. My life was turned up side down ever since my mom left me and viruses which ruthlessly invaded my body. Sigh x1000 .. whatever.

Signing off for now. Good night bloggie -pats- Hope tomorrow's gonna be a better day. At least spare me from those stupid nasty abrupt pains. Love ya bloggie. ^o^

*pokes bloggie* Yo!

Can u believe it? I've stayed awake for 20 hours now.. and the reason is fairly simple. I'm actually still working right now. Yup! From yesterday 2.30pm till like now.. @_@.. Well, the guy which was suppose to take over my shift yesterday actually forgot that he had to work yesterday so well uh, i was asked to take over he's shift and here i am! :D

I'm soooo bloody blood x100000 tired. Really .. + hungry too. It would be a lie if i said i haven't eaten a single thing since yesterday. The storage of food that i used to store saved me from starving to death yesterday. I survived on tidbits! Woohoo.. li hai or what? LOL .. :P

Ok.. i can't think of anything more to type. I'm yearning to go home, wash up and boom! lie on my fluffy bed and sleep like a pig for the rest of today. YEA!!! -dreams some more- ... My boss will be arriving an hour later hopefully.. worst comes to worst maybe 2.. I don't know.. @_@ i'm not sure whether i'm fine alone on my way home later after work.. But i guess i won't faint.. I'll pack something home.. and most likely end up not having the food and fall asleep instead. Maa .. i guess it's ok.. My granny will finish the food so yay i'm not wasting!! .. Sunday oFF ! how nice. .but there's sacrifices of course.. One whole night without sleep.. thats what i sacrificed for a sunday off. But i guess it's almost the same, cause i will be spending the entire sunday sleeping at home anyway .. ^^

-pats bloggie- imma go now.. :D .. i dunno what to write anymore.. LOL =x ..see ya again bloggie.. and once again.. let me complain for a little bit more..

I"M HELLA TIRED DDDDDDDDDD: